#And not shower right away

[letmelickyoureyeballs]

Love having a buzzcut but fucking hells does it grow fast to the point where I cut it every two weeks. I also fade it a little so it’s not one length though, so that’s on me for making this more difficult than it needs to be

[eggsdrawings]

barking buddies 🐾

[seieifsetsuna]

[thankstothe]

CUDDY...cuddycuddycuddycudyycudd. .. ... . . .

GIRL.

[nessguts]

first time <3

[gender-fluidz]

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[boarprinceofdelusion]

Recognizing Early Signs of Mental Illness

[jasminesilk]

Rest in Peace to a legend. You will be missed, Daniel Darling. 🕊️

[sunwukxng]

You ever wake up after having a devastating demoralizing dream about your desirability and distinct lack of it, realize that you are objectively morally a disgusting and bad person who deserves nothing but unspeakably bad things to happen to them, as well as remember you've been out of your antidepressant for days now because your insurance company denied covering it, just like you're out of food and drinks and energy and willpower and a desire to live, while also knowing that you have a work deadline in three days with 200+ pages to go and a complete lack of ability to focus on it despite you very fucking best effort for several fucking days, and that's not even to mention you're still physically sick as a dog on death's door and coughing/sneezing/dripping your lungs out through your nose and your bone-deep lethargy and fatigue is worse than usual because of your currently compromised immune system?

Literally just woke up and not only feeling disgusting and undesirable, but like I've got no options and nowhere to turn to and that I'd be better off dead and with a deep, intense desire to do the deed and kill myself to end my suffering and gain some permanent peace at long last.

I'm (most likely) not gonna kill myself, since if my brain wants to kill me it has to shut my organs down one by one like a real disease, but damn if I don't want to make an exception and just do it myself to get it over with.

Eventually, perhaps, I will manage to stop laying here and get out of bed and probably brush my teeth and hopefully take a shower in silence as opposed to my usual routine of playing my songs and butchering songs in the shower to pump me up.

I do not like myself, my life, my circumstances, my health, or anything right now. I do not want to be alive. I do not want to be here. I do not want to be.

But, despite lacking a clear coherent reason and unable to come up with even a single one or manage to justify why...I will continue to be.

Today, even moreso than most days, is going to suck. Please take it easy on me. I don't have the strength nor desire to be resilient today.

Not today.

[sergle]

This is so random but be careful when showering! Because your center of balance has changed it’s a bit easier to slip in the shower (especially when pivoting or turning around, speaking from experience lol)

Omgg my sister put me in a fb group for other ppl getting reductions and apparently fainting at the First Shower is VERY COMMON. so I was super scared I'd get dizzy and fall down or something, and I've been highly cautious. So far, I've taken two very brief showers, and I've been okay!

[doerot]

Let's play will my roommate sleep in her bed tonight or is there Still something wrong

[coockie8]

al catches ed fingering himself one night and decides to help out turns out you dont need a dick when your fingers are as big as one 🤭🤭🤭

Discovering one of Al's fingers is about the girth of four of his own does irreparable damage to Ed's chakras lmao

[immortalsins]

never goibg to the club again for real this time

[willowfey]

starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal

[trashyandtiredsol]

SOL!!

LOOK WHO I FOUND!!

*The Ink demon gives you a face of disgust. He sees you (your sona) as an adult. He shakes his head and makes a low growl of unapproval. He's not happy with your looks. (your sona's looks)*

Oh hello Ari, always a pleasure!! And ah- who might you be stranger? Something the matter?

*I (my sona) say this to the ink demon rather cooly with a toothy glowy smile, there's a slight growl to her voice, though the room temperature did rise by a few or so degrees as they said this, she feels challenged*

[whentherewerebicycles]

ran errands all morning & am feeling very smugly accomplished. here is a 20ish week bump update from the old navy bathroom (plus a shot of my pregnancy uniform aka maternity leggings and an oversized pens sweatshirt)